Retired federal employee part time role player training military intelligence students. The supervisor for our l contract tells everyone that I “die” well; during the scenarios I play a member of a terrorist group and for various reasons they “shoot” me, “behead” me, or “stab” me and then drag my body away. Our supervisor also tells everyone that I “grieve” well; in some scenarios, my “husband” is “hung”, “beheaded”, or “shot”, and I do my utmost to show the proper hysterical reaction.